'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
GINA
Sweet 16
100% God Lover
Single & LOVIN' IT
Hate me?? Awwww.. IDC :)
I'll smile till the end.
Accept me for who I am,
not who you want me to be.
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Too Imperfect
Friday, October 22, 2010, Friday, October 22, 2010
I’m the type of girl that can be hurt easily but smile and pretend nothings wrong. I’m the type of girl who’s willing to brighten your day even if i cant brighten my own.Get the fact people!
I'm not someone that expresses my feelings easily.
I'm not someone that think through my words before saying.
I'm not someone that tells everything even if i really need to.
I'm not someone that is serious/mean though I act like one.
I'm not someone that goes straight and ask what wrong have I done.
I'm not someone that have courage to face the reality.
I'm not someone that you thought she's perfect.
I'm not someone that really sorts things out easily.
I'm not someone that naturally clever.
I'm not someone that always encourage my friends.
I'm not someone that feels easily.
I'm not someone that you can see pain through my eyes.
I'm just another ordinary one that are simply too imperfect.
Something seriously wrong with me nowadays.
I got more violent then before.
I pissed people off more than before.
I expect more than before.
I sinks more than before.
I cried more than before.
I complain more than before.
I'm difficult to please more than ever.
I keep silent more than before.
I think more than before.
I screw up things more than before.
I have started to lost confidence in myself already.
Somethings within me really changes.
Somethings that people dont expect to.
Somethings within me grow stronger than before.
Somethings within fallen deep down in hell.
And now, I don't even know myself anymore.
I simply messed up my life and myself.
I simply lost!!
I really need sometimes to be alone to think through
what I really want and
what I really have to let go before I see the next stage of success for me.
There is a reason why friendships starts with 'F'
Cause true friends tells each others what's wrong
then they 'forgive' and 'forget'.
If the friendships not worth making an effort anymore,
then they 'forgo' and 'forget' you eventually.
Now, thinking through everything and
going to make my final decision.
Dont blame me for being cold-blooded.
Blame ourselves for letting this happens.
Please get straight to the point.
Dont beat around the bushes.
I simply understand everythings :)
I'll see how everythings goes.
Then maybe I'll be gone for real.
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